moretwistthanoliver asked me to draw these two a while back… i tried. Maybe i’ll try again in the future.
I’m so sorry all my followers, watchers, and everyone who has taken time to look at my art… I thought i was just in a slump, but I think its more than that. When I look at my finished pieces, I’m just embarrassed. I hate all of it. How I ever thought I was any good is ridiculous… I’ve been told that this picture:
looks like a 12 year old did it. When I was told that, I had so many thoughts. I was really hurt, of course. I was embarrassed that I ever thought it was any good. And, I was also a bit confused… I stared at it for a long time trying to figure out why. There are some obvious mistakes that I see, but I couldnt figure out how or why it looked like a 12 year old did it. The worst comment I’ve ever gotten. The worst part is, I’ve been working so hard on my art, since I was 11. I thought I had made a lot of progress, but apparently not. So there you have it, this is why I haven’t done anything worth while in so long.
And, I am 100% convinced everyone has forgotten about me, and doesn’t care anymore. It doesn’t matter to much I guess, I’m going down anyway. I don’t even use my deviantART. I never read comments or check any messages anymore, other than other peoples deviations, and journals. I don’t know whats wrong with me lately. I’ve lost all my inspiration, and pride. I am so done.
come on with your questions annons